JESNY (:

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Sigh!!! wat a day....well the day before yesterday was horrible plus terrible....big war with my hubby...well its really a piss off thing u noe...always listen to his frens frens frens....all those bitches n sluts busy body like mother fcuker...trully idiot...u noe it hurt alot when someone u love so much say that u are disgusting n everyone hated you....but when i confront his frens they say they dint say such thing...and they dint hate me at all...well is it my husband making up story like last time i really dont noe...but deep in me it hurt alot...he even ask my daughter to stay away frm me in case i throw her down stairs....hurtful k sadness boo hoo hoo...All i want is a happy marriage...and wat did u promise me before marriage??? tell me k tell me......i have aso make myself clear before we even get together....... somemore tell me frens not important...the most important is still having me to be his gf and wife.......though is just a simple ROM with no wedding banquet and no honey moon i dont mind just as long as he is true to me but...time after time it still prove that i am nothing to him...cant even compare with his frens .......if my marriage is in complete disaster den i think should jus let go..... in my husband's eyes i am nothing...i am jus a disgusting person whom everyone hated...

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